Memories are fading away :'(

Assalamualaikum, and hi there. Yes, it is almost holiday, you guys are having so much fun after the examination right, but not me. Why? Because my friend a.k.a my brother, Azamuddin Awang, he is form 5 this year, yes, SPM, I don't know when I'll meet him again, because he's going to PLKN after SPM. Hm its okay, eventhough I meet him, I really quite sure he does not remember me. Well, who am I for him to remember me, right. A few days ago , our school held a ceremony which was called 'Majlis Penghargaan Pelajar Yang Mengharumkan Nama Sekolah'  Azam was there , of course. And , I voluntered to take the certificate on the stage. When my name was called, I heard a very evil voice screaming, 'Azam ! Azam!' a few times . I was very damn ashamed, but you know , i just ignored them. Haih . Then, on that night, I really know, that night is our last photo together, my sister told him about that, and he was quite uneasy with my statement, but, I'm talking the truth. I really know, we'll never met after this to capture some photos . So here's the photo.

The last picture with him. And I also thought, the last time I met him. But, Allah had determined our fate.

Two days after the dinner , our school held , 'Majlis Anugerah Cemerlang' with Rosyam Nor.

Before the real one, we've practice on Wednesday. And guess what ? Azam is sitting in front on me, I mean in front of my chair. What ? Haha 'Kecilnya dunia' But, I really hope , that was our last time meet. I don't want to meet him, I don't want to remember my memories with him. I wish I had a recycle bin, so I can delete all my unwanted memories. But...... hm

I wish I've never talked about this . Its the ending of my stories with him , life must carry on? It is my fault because I've trusted him , I share my stories with him , just like my own brother. But in fact, he's not my brother, we don't have any relations. So why must I thought about this, just let it go...... The more I remember, the more the pain I feel. Hey , wait ! Its not that I love him. It is just , he is just so caring towards me before. I lie if I said I've never moved with what he do. He's so nice towards me. Hm its my fault for trusting guys. Hm 

I'm letting it go, the memories are fading away :(

But I'll try to smile :)

''A smile that can hide thousand tears"

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By : A girl who needs a person to gave me a strength. 

Hwaiting Qeyna ! :''')